Hello World .... :D

This is C :) I'm a twenty-something year old girl who's kind of quiet and nice and loves to draw (i was going to post some of my drawings in this post but my scanner won't work until I get new ink even though i'm not printing! >.<) and loves outdoors activities like hiking :)

I had to surgeries for medical reasons, it was hard for me to go through that but then i realized that I'm strong even though I'm small and fragile as all my friends say. Thanks God I have iinsurance because the bills were too pretty high, but unfortunately my second surgeon was out of network so i had to take a loan to pay my part which was HUGE. I'm so blessed for the family I have! they helped me so much even though they have money issues as well. My grandma gave me her savings! that was a really touching moment in my life to see how much she loves me and sacrificed for me!

Bills kept coming and coming and started to pile up I was in a bad moment in my life. I had two major surgeries and now after all that bad process i have to pay all these big bills. I work full time and I work overtime as much as i can so each check I get goes toward my bills ever since i didn't have the chance to get new stuff like clothes or accesories, you know all those things that someone my age would like to have ...  *sigh*

After I pay my bills I have nothing left, everything goes to my medical bills and utilities. I need to get food and personal stuff (shampoo, hand cream, etc) and of course gas for my car! and unfortunately the only way to get those things is me using my credit card :( and it really saved me countless times but my debt towards it increased a lot, dang I'm screwed for real! o__o

My dreams for the future disappeared ... I want to go to the University but I need to get a loan which is something that I can't do it for the moment, I have to pay my medical bills and of course i can't afford to pay another big loan :( ... I alwasy wanted to go to Japan, I even saved for it but all my savings went towards my bills, isn't it sad? I remember working hard to save money and plan my Japan trip but life is unexpected and makes you change your plans even if you want them so bad. I really like to dress nice but since i'm on a tight budget i have to keep using clothes that I bought years ago but it's ok I make them work and i think they look great when i style them :) so no biggie there.

I'm a good person and I always helped when my family and friends needed help and I believe in Karma, When you help you get help and vice versa it's a cycle that we all should participate.

I'm asking for your help on this matter :) I only ask for a dollar or two or whatever you have to help. Please understand that it's going to be a gift from you to me :) What will you get from all this? You'll get the satisfaction to help someone that really needs your help, who is in a pretty bad moment in her life right now. As I said before life is really unexpected and who knows how your situation will be tomorrowand maybe you'll need a helping hand just like me. I really believe that what you give is what you get. Karma :)

I decided to make this blog so I can share with you how my life is on a regular basis, how I'm surviving this tough time, I'll show you how I style my clothes (even though they are old! I'll make them stylish!) How I eat yummy meals with a low budget and sharing some of my favorite recipes! How I take care of my health and skin and more!! Expect many interesting posts that I'm sure you will like and give you good ideas or at least a smile :)

Please help me make my debt fly away from my life and make my dreams come true! Also please let your friends know about my blog so they can help too.

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